meaning first L0ve 2me..

its reaLLy hard 2 say..
2 sme1..
frst L0ve is n0thing..
but 2 me..
frst L0ve da bg impk bsr in my Life..
dats y cmp skrg..
im stiLl L00kng 4 da reaL meaning 0f L0ve in many aspek..
sudut..
0pin0n sme1 b0ut L0ve..
am i L00k 2 desperate 2 find L0ve??
n0pe..
im jus want 2 share impak dat i get aftr i cLsh wit my frst L0ve..
i guess Like that la..
siyes mmg syg..
but its imp0sible 2 L00king we aLL 2gether..
never!!!
even i feeL haLf 0f my heart is L0ss..
aftr i L0ss him..
but bttr i L0se him..
drpd i hLg kprcyaan pd insn yg brnme LLki..
tp ku sdey sgt mLm ni..
dia btL2 tngLkn ksn rse n kngn yg xmgkn dpt ku Lupakan with cL0se my eyes..
even 2 yg i try utk buat..
"MENGAPA AKU YG TERLUKA
AKU YG MERANA
AKU YANG MENAHAN SISA BAKI CINTA INI
KAU YG MEMINTA
AKU YG SENGSARA
RIMAS...RIMAS..."
dis is wut i feeL rite n0w...
y??
i reaLLy L0ve dat reLati0nship..
but it hard 2 say L0ve when i with him...
cte sta0n Lps..
gtL igt..
ngeee..
hah!!!!!!